how odd it feels to come back to this! i've been reading lara's for awhile, but i thought i forgot my password and then today, it magically reappeared in my head! it's amazing. well. hello everyone! missed you all a lot :) sorry so short but my brain has been switched off momentarily and i don't know when it's coming back. i'm too tired to think about my brain working. things are good but they also suck. go figure. i keep getting caught up in my words than my actions. sound familiar? well. people suck and that's all i have to say about that.